This is a dismal place. She has taken up residence in a tent out in a farmer’s field. I see the ruins nearby, and so I better understand her obsession. They are, indeed, intriguing. What might have taken place in those crumbling walls of stone might be speculated upon, but not theorized. Theories are meaningless when placed next to the items loved and left behind by people who also loved and lived. She sees only the surface, yet what she sees provides the initial pathway into the inner depths of not only the artifact, but into the hearts of those who resided within those walls.

I feel only sadness.
Something happened in those ruins that rendered ineffectual such prayers the inhabitants may have chanted and it dashed against the rocks below the cliff what trust they may have placed in a divine located far distant from them. In the end, as we so well know, they had only themselves to wholly rely upon. I cannot see that I will ever become comfortable here.
There are few people present — I understand the fields are farmed and retain their fertility. There are a several medieval manor houses still standing, and three that were constructed in the Gothic, or Neo-Gothic style. The monastery was Romanesque. I have not yet met any of the farmers.

I have seen a small cottage slightly beyond the monastery ruins. I expect the land owners are not the land workers. I expect, too, that the stately old homes on the other side of the town are the residences of those who own most of the land I can see. That is speculation on my part, but for this moment I allow myself the speculation.
A day’s exploration revealed the full wonder and despair of past events. It was an ethereal discovery.

While I am myself more comfortable out in open spaces, I am not allowed to raise my own tent in the meadow we passed on our way back from the ruins today. This is not so objectionable as it seems, since I would have to listen to the professor’s endless theorizing as well as her complaints regarding supplies. I have been set up again over the office and conference classroom, more as a deterrent to opportunists than for my own comfort. While the rooms are large, the building itself is in dire need of repair. The owner has promised to seal the drafty windows and plaster the crack in the wall. Once we are certain the offices are secure, I will be searching for different accommodations. The two Victorian homes I have seen are evidently still quite well cared for.
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